Thursday, October 28, 2010

Growth

"Women are always being tested...but ultimately, each of us has to define who we are individually and then do the very best job we can to grow into that," Hilary Clinton

I was supposed to be thinner by now.

I was supposed to be going to the gym atleast 4 times a week.

I was supposed to be tracking points and making healthy and worthful food choices.

I was supposed to care enough about myself to want to make changes.

I was supposed to use the inspiration I find when reading your blogs and apply it to myself.

I was supposed to be accountable to myself.

I was supposed to feel sexier and less self-conscious.

I was supposed to be able to climb a set of stairs and not be winded.

I was supposed to fit into clothes that are sitting in my closet waiting to be worn.

What the heck happened?

*hugs*

2 comments:

  1. The fact that you are thinking about this, that you haven't given up and run away says a lot. Look for your trigger. It is there. Find it and pull it.

    Keep blogging, don't run out on yourself. Don't give up. You are worth it. Sounds pat, I know.

    But it is true.

    *hug*

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  2. I hope you haven't given up!! Come back! :D

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